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I will never leave you - Yoseob
Monday, October 28, 2013 @ 11:30 AM | 0 Comment [s]
 Today i woke up, i saw he sleep beside me. But today he wake up early and dint say good bye or kiss me like he always do before. It broke my heart. He makes me feel like im invisible or doesnt excise. I took shower and dry myself. I open my wardrobe i took a simple tshirt and loose pants. I walk myself down. And i saw nobody. So i call my unnie.
You: Hey...
Hana: Hey? whats up?
You: Can you come here for a while?
Hana: Sure why not. Be there in a minute.
I end call.... i can hear junhyung calling her babe,baby, and it hurts me because yoseob never call me that. What hurts me more that Junhyung shouting out loud "HANA I LOVE YOU!!" Yoseob never did like that to me. He just kiss me and smile thats all. But nowdays things change....... He ignore me. I dont know what did i do wrong? It just hurt me physicaly....... Later Hana come.
Hana: Hey, you okay? you look sick?
You: Im fine....
Hana: Dont lie to me, do you got fight with yoseob?
You: *tears full* i dont know *my voice crack*
Hana: *Hug you* look what happen to you?
You: I dont know. He often ignore me.... i never did wrong! *cries*
Hana: Please dont cried, it hurts me.
You: I cant.. He have changed alot. Im scared that he doesnt love me anymore
Hana: Dont said that! He love you!You: He USED to love me!
I got so mad and i ask her to go out. She understand me and she leave me ALONE...... I were so sad that yoseob never said he love me........
It is already 9pm......... im still waiting for him to come back... He did, and i want to hug him. But he just ran into upstairs. I dont know what to do anymore. I down my knees. And i cried.......... he doesnt love me anymore. Suddenly i hear a footstep.
Yoseob: Why are you crying?
You: Because you ignore me, and you doesnt love me anymore...
Yoseob: Who said that?
You: YOURSELF! YOU REACTION TOLD ME THAT YOU HATED ME!
Yoseob: I will never hated you........
You: LIAR! YOU NEVER SAID YOU LOVE ME ONCE!!
Yoseob: .........
You: YOU NEVER CALL ME OR TEXT ME WHEN YOU GONE OVERSEAS!!
Yoseob: thats bec-
You: ENOUGH! PLEASE...... LET ME GO......
Yoseob: NO! I WONT! Look! im sorry because i never paid attention to you!
You: Sorry? thats all?
Yoseob: I love you more than anything else. Please stay with me..
"Please stay with me" he said please..... once in my life, this is my first time heard that he said please. i dont know why, i feel like he is really being honest that he loved me..... but he doesnt show it. Why? i wonder why...
You: Why you never show me that you loved me?
Yoseob: Because i was scared......
You: Why?
Yoseob: Im scared that you will be annoyed and want to leave me.......
You: I was never ready for you to leave.....
I was so touch that he said that..... he kiss me and he apologise. He will never ignore me again and ever. Im a just a girl, a week young girl who is inlove. People said when you were inlove everything went blind. I guess it is true. My love for him is blind. No mather he hit me he scold me he ignore me i will still love him. It is because i can see inside him, that he have a soft heart. I will always loved you and i will never leave you, Yang Yoseob. I Love You.
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