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Im happy for you outside, but inside im hurt - Gdragon
Monday, October 28, 2013 @ 12:06 PM | 0 Comment [s]
Today i wake up, all i saw is blank. Untill i realize that its my life. yeah... its my life full of dark and blank. My life is so empty untill he come. Yeah he is Kim Myungsoo. I love him so much, so do he. But Ji Yong keep telling me that he isnt a good guy, he cheated on me. I never believed those rumors. I never want to believed because it killed me inside....... Today is the day where i will go out with him. But things gone complicated where Ji Yong took me away from him. I cried because Ji Yong never treat me this way.
You: What wrong with you?!
GD: Please... please!! broke up with him
You: No!! i love him so much!!
GD: Dont you realize that he is cheating behind you? with Kim Do Hee!!
You: *tears falling* NO!!! NO!!! HE ISNT CHEATING!!!
GD: Please wake up!!! He IS!! DONT YOU REALIZE THAT IM THE ONE?!
You: *laugh* i knew it! you make up this stories because you were jealous!
GD: Im! Im jealous! But about cheating im not lying!!
You: Why are you being like this.........
GD: Because i love you more than he loved you......
He said that he loved me more than myungsoo loved me. I dont know i will never belived that he cheat behind me..... untill i saw it by my own eyes....... But jiyong he bring me to the restaurant, and he show me that myungsoo is cheating with me. Its true, he is cheating.........
You: He is..
GD: They said love is blind, oh baby you so blind.
You: All of these is dream like? he will never do like this to me?
GD: I know that you have been hurt alot but please wake up this isnt a dream.
You: This cant be happening...
GD: I already tell you that XX is lying....... that bastard.
You: I have enough of this.......
I leave GD and L alone. I change my phone number, i moved out into other place where nobody can find me so i can start my new life. Everything gone............... I miss him but i cant lie, he doesnt miss me. I bet he is doing fine with his new GF. I miss Ji Yong. He always beside me, but i do is........... ignore him. I hurt him alot. I killed him alot inside. I dont know what to said no more. Maybe this is my last time getting into a date? Everyone missing inside my hearts. Except for you Ji Yong ah...... Thank you for realize-ing me that Love is blind.
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