I wake up in the morning, i feel so sad. Last night i dream that junhyung dated another woman. I feel like im loser, i go to the toilet i cry and cry non stop.

"This is all lies, he wont cheat behind me right? when he still alive? right? he only dated me rigth?!"

I gave up, i took a shower after i finish bathing. I look myself at the mirror

"Maybe because im ugly, thats why he dated another woman behind me?"

I will never understand, the dream i dreamed yesterday. It was nightmare, i hate that dream. I dress myself and i go to work. Today i dint kiss junhyung picture, because i dont feel like i want to kiss him today. As usual, i saw Kris. I feel so happy when i saw him, he smiled at me. And i smiled at him too. I go to my office and i smile alone. People may thought that im crazy. But i dont care, Kris. I think i have fall in love with him....... this isnt good. I may turn into a crazy girl.

"Junhyung oppa, is it okay for me too date again?" suddenly i hear someone open the door.

Kris: Who is junhyung?
You: My husband.
Kris: And who are you gonna date?
You: Oh! i have to get this document for President-nim. Annyeong
Kris: Yah!!

I run away from him, oh my god. Im so lucky that i dint said his name. Or not i wil screw....... anyway i walk into Myungsoo room and get him the document.

L: Hana ah....
You: Dae?
L: Hana ah i know this may sound weird, because i just know you
You: Wae?
L: Hana ah be mine? Please i love you so much...........

He loved me huh? Lets make this a fun game.

You: Uh.....
L: Please, i cant sleep thinking about you. Will you be mine.
You: Yes.... i will....... *smiled*
L: Yeah!! im yours!!

Suddenly i hear a loud sound.

Kris: SO HE IS THE PERSON YOU WANT TO DATE?!
You: Kris please don-
Kris: HANA AH I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFRENT! HOW COULD YOU?!
You: Yifan ah! This is-
Kris: I HATE YOU HANA AH! YOU ARE SUCH A SLUT! PLEASE STAY AWAY
You: Im not a slut!!
Kris: WHATEVER! I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOU! GOODBYE!

*doorslam*

Thats it.....he leave me............. just like junhyung leave me...................... now im stuck with myungsoo..........

You: Excuse me myungsoo i will see you tomorrow. Goodbye
L: Oh...... dae.......

I walk off to my car and i go home. It is 3pm. I cried so much, it hurts me so much seeing Kris almost cried because of me. Kris please trust me, i dont loved myungsoo at all. This is all my revenge for you! and my husband.......... Why cant he understand me?

I change my cloth and i go too junhyung grave. I bought some flowers.

"Hey...." "Yeah, you wont reply anyway" "Oppa........" "Oppa.... did you know that i have fall in love? otoke? will you let me fall in love with another man? Will you? I know this will hurt you............." "Oppa....... the dream i had last night, is it true that you cheating behind me? Thats why i fall in love easy? Right? It is true right you cheating behind me?" "Well since i know you wont reply, i hope you have a nice day. I loved you no matter what happen oppa. So dont be sad, arasso?"

I go to the nearest restaurant, and saw him with a girl, laughing. They seems to be close friend? It hurts me alot, seeing Kris smile like that infront of that girl. That girl should be me, why am i being so serious about revenge? While Kris he ignore all those things and accecpt his faith? I can believe this. I know, she must be Kris new girl friend. Well, kris have a handsome face, rich and also a tall strong man. All girls will like him...... And no way he will be single anyway.....

I walk alone in the street, seeing alot of couple walking together, hugging and kissing. Makes me feel so sad. I miss junhyung alot, if he dint died, everything wont happen it is now.......... Why must he leave me? God, why did you take him from me? I cant live without him.... It is so hard.... to live without junhyung.

I feel tired, so i go home. And i sleep for 3 hours.  It is already midnight, i check my cell phone. Lots of miss call from myungsoo. I call him back. Because i need him to fall in love with me, like obses with me, so it would be an easy job for me to ruin his life...

L: Jagi! are you okay? where are you?

He is calling me jagi.......... like junhyng did. I hated it when he called me jagi.

You: Im fine, at my house. Why?
L: Why you dint pickup your phone?
You: I took a shower, cooking, and watching tv.
L: Ah....... i was worried about you.
You: Hehe dont worried im okay. Anyway i will see you tomorrow okay?
L: Dae.. saraghae! please say saranghae to me!

What? is he being serious?

You: Uh........ saranghae oppa.........
L: Aw!!! kyeopta!! annyeong!

Pfft, myungsoo ah, i will never loved you. Please dont think i will fall for you. You killed people twice. You killed Yifan parents and My husband, You think you will get away with this, yifan ah? What comes around goes around kim myung soo......................

-to be countinue-

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